I think trends will repeat itself in some few more years. And people will go back to blogging again. Maybe. 

And here am I, restarting my favourite past time activity. Writing.

But 15 times mature than I was 15 years ago.

A lot had changed in 15 years. I was no longer a student, I was no longer too pitiful and sad. I left people who crashed me into pieces, I found someone who loved me as I am, I have 3 kids whom they loved me more than I do for them, I have a job, I quit a job, I owned a business and a lot others. But the big picture, as people see were what written just now, whats deeper, let only it be un-disclosed. It looks smooth but it werent, for me . at least.

I could say a lot have changed. However, I still sometimes revisit those torturing moments once in a while to remind myself all the ni'mah that was granted for me now so I wont forget how the bleed took me before. 

Always be grateful.